And yet there will be people that call this a game. Too much to handle at once, i will definitely come back for more!
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Is there a a soundtrack list to this game? I may just be dumb and can't find it but the music is really soothing to me!! I wish everybody luck ;w;
p.s happy st. patricks day!!
This was heartbreaking. Thank you so much for making this. I'm sorry to hear about the lack of support you received after your trauma. There are so many social ills that our negative feelings reveal, and it's sickening to hear that the people around you at the time simply wanted you to return to some facade of positivity, for their benefit, rather than yours.
I've learnt a lot about these victim-blaming/self-responsibilisation issues through university, but never had them delivered in such a creative, crushing and intimate way. I hope you're in a better space now, but if not, that's fine. I'm always open to talk if you ever want support.
thank you for the kind words. it means a lot that this was your takeaway.
and that is very kind of you, yes, i'm in a better place. :)
uhhh, did I buy weed by any chance? I feel trippy...
Okay, so. I've come back to this a few times. In several different states of mind, no less! My first experience with it was only surface-deep. The moments of sincerety scared me off the first time. I wasn't ready for it. Chasing my euphoric dragon all the way to Hell itself, I wanted only to laugh. So I did. I politely disregarded the rest. One day, God--should you choose to believe my truth--at last spoke to me and told me that I'd been making my way to Hell the whole time. The drugs. The alcohol. The sex. The desire for money, fame, power. I saw a light of my own, as I found myself in my own Hell for the last time on December 21st, 2018. Mark my words: It was the last time I went willingly.
So, After a month sober and spiritually free, I came back to this. I don't know what I expected. I wanted to see if I'd relate to it. I don't know if you'd expect me to since I led this comment with the chin and used the G-word right off the bat, but I did. I've seen Hell. We've all seen it. All of us. The broken, the misunderstood, the rejected, the bastards, the bitches, what have you. We were different. Society didn't like that. For the longest time we believed Life itself did not like us for the strange and unpopular colors we seemed to shine.
I could keep rambling but, I'd just like to say this for now, as I'm only about halfway through the zine, intent on finishing it some time later. (I'm delving into every little bit, even the sincere poetry, which is very powerful! I commend your soulful writing!!) Shine on, you crazy diamond. God doesn't let you die until it's your time. I'm living proof. I chased my fun past the brink of death more than once (Overdose) and I'm still kicking. God knows you have something to show the world. You have a powerful message to share to the misfits like us. Bring us together, and we'll become stronger than any billion-dollar baby in a cushy office, looking for the next big thing. Rock on. I love you. (Platonically. I'm a gay man, incidentally. Bi, but... mostly into dudes. I still support every bit of your message. I have my own battles to fight in that regard, but I'll stand by you as you fight yours.)
Lastly, I wrote this and ejected it into the void once... (I ctrl-c'd it, just in case.) "God and the Devil are inside each and every one of us. It is you who chooses which to befriend and trust. The ego wants it all and will never be satisfied. All you need is Everything. No more, no less. Nobody needs it all. We just need life itself. Everything in it. Life is a multiplayer game. Once you conquer the survival elements, you learn the secret to living is to stop surviving. Start living. Devils have fun in their gold-drenched Hells, surviving, filling their voids with riches and pride. I've got God in mine. I need nothing more. My own soul is mine. Amen."
Oh my eyes. What the hell is going on here ???
why does windows defender think this is a virus??
there was a software party, and windows defender wasn't invited. windows defender still showed up tho and things got out of hand, and then mean things where said, some programs where wrongfully accused, and now windows defender holds a grudge against this game. "virus" is kind of not a nice thing to call any program imo.
hey, thank you for publishing this game my dude. I found this about a year ago while I was living at a shelter, and...wow. I've always been attracted to surrealism, but I wasn't expecting this game to get as deep as it did. But I'm so glad that it did. I was going, and am still going through, a really rough part in my life, and I've never been able to relate to anything as much as I do this. I don't think I've ever dedicated so much time to a game, haha. Like, I was initially attracted to the broken-but-im-still-trying-my-best attitude, (because god, what a mood,), but once I started getting deeper, it was kinda like I was watching and hearing...myself. Anyways, TLDR; thank u for publishing this, you made some kid out there feel understood and comforted in a way they never had before <3
omg thank you so much for the kind words! i'm really touched that it's meant this to you. it means a lot. take care!! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
Love love love surrealist stuff like this
This is such an awesome concept for a zine/ creative expression. Been loving every second of it so for, hoping for more!
im trippin balls....
This is the first game I played to make me feel so awful. thank you so much for making me feel so awful.
i dont know what to say except thank you, this zine you made is beautiful and ive never seen anything like it. i love it so much and it makes me laugh, smile, and cry a little. i love this :3
i made a account just to say this.... thank you for what you have created.
your kindness has brought me many tears and make me feel somewhat at peace.
i havent even made it past page 12.
excited to continue but my eyes can no longer produce tears.
please have a breath of fresh air and know that you're truly loved.
sad happy jiggy
also thank you for making this. words can't explain how much this touched me and inspired me and made me feel not alone while also making me feel like i'm empathizing with another.
is there anyway i could get the sound that backs 22? it literally just soothed my anxiety in an insane way
I. Read. EVERYTHING.
This game, my sister and I played it for a bit together. We thought it was cheerful and just plain weird [and we like that] but as we delved deeper... The game became more meaning, but the weirdness stayed. She'd gone out and left me alone with this game. So I click every chapter; in order. I read ever piece of dialogue, and saved everything I could.
Thank you, truly. This game put a lot of things into perspective and gives that same perspective atmosphere to those not familiar.
[edit; replace 'game' with 'zine']
Thank you for the kind words, and I'm touched that you really got into it. This means a lot. I'm happy that you found it meaningful. ♡
I really, really love this game. I've played it twice already, and it puts a new perspective on how to think.
Absolutely loved it even though it felt very overwhelming to me. I've been suffering from chronic pain for the last year and a lot of what's in the game made it a very introspective experience about how I deal with my issues. I highly recommend it and I wish I could tip more.
this is surprisingly survivable considering the amount of people who didnt make it here but also read THE ENTIRE THING
I really don't know how to put my feelings about this zine into words, and then choose which of those words I want to convey to its creator, and prospective fans reading the comments.
So here's a small piece of my thoughts that I could muster up at least:
This was important to me some months ago, before the missing pages were added, and then the missing pages were important to me today.
Also, Minibyte intrigues me a lot, spent a lot of time sending help requests.
love all of your releases. they're such a fresh breath of creativity. keep it up plz. thank u also plz add a skeleton warning, some of us have allergies. <3
Thank you for making this game. Seriously. Thank you. I'm sorry I can't give money at the moment but seriously, I love this. Thank you.
man, this was quite an experience
after seeing your stuff in rockpapershotgun i have been meaning to try it
though i had already tried FROGGY and let me tell you that was quite an experience
though i did end uo conquering armaggeddon highway, hehe
also i think this kinda helped me find a whole new aesttethic i want to try when i get a new drawing tablet, as someone who draws, this is very important
also naminig the pink friend Floyd gave me quite a chuckle, hehe
ok, jokes aside, thanks for this
i used to think being pragmatic about grieving and feeling overall bad was good (in the "no time to feel bad, let's try to just feel good instead or fake it or something" way of thinking) and you kinda made me change my mind
i hope i can help people from now on with this new way of seeing things
keep it up
h o l y m a c a r o n i !!!!!!
Hi, this was a really good zine, i love it
I reviewed 2 games in this video. The second one is "Everything Is Going to Be Ok". At this particular point in my life, this game was just a little too heavy to digest. However, this is one of the most creative games that I have ever had the opportunity of playing. I loved every aspect of this game (Including all the easter eggs I found)! I hope that you continue to create games like this one. You are truly talented!
PSA: This game literally broke my video capture!
My bad. I understand your issue with titles and never meant to offend anyone by slapping a label on your creativity. Please continue to create content!
do you want your spoonky game to get attention? just throw it into a blender and piss on it! it will be so original and edgy that it's corrupted!
This update was so good :) Also I love the theme you've created here.
i love this game so much!!! it has totally my type of aesthetic and i can relate to a lot of the things in this game. the art style is also adorable!! this game is def one of my faves now
oh no i just read the description and im very sorry for calling this a game!! i really meant to say zine!
aah ☺️ thank you! so happy you like it! ❤️
We need more !!!!